beggers have no choice at all
Beggars have no choice.
By: Abraham Daljang Maker.
I was brought up in a Christian
family. Having got my baptism in an infant age, I got used to the words of God
and believe in what the Bible says. In
those days when I was a child, my maternal aunt would call us to pray together
before going to bed. As a Christian, I read my Bible in my dialect and my
favorites verses are psalm 23 and Matthew Chapter 7 verse 7. This particular
chapter talks about asking God whatever you need and it shall be given to you.
This means that God can help us when you ask him for anything.
When I
attended church service last week, the main theme was taken from the very book
of Matthew chapter seven and the preacher talked about asking and believing
that God shall grant the request. The emphasis was put on asking and believing
and the word really touched my heart, I had listened to many sermons since my
childhood about this message. Indeed I have been making request and God gives
me positive answers.
The only thing I did not understand
was that, this issue of choosing what one needs is only applicable to God but
not to the fellow human being. After the service, I went home pondering on this
divine message. When I reached the door step of my room, my friend John called
me on phone to go and see him immediately. Wondering what had happened; I just
put my Bible down and rushed to his hostel to see what could be the problem. I
was ushered in by my good friend and showed me a big carton box containing two
sophisticated Nokia phones. They were sent by his uncle from United States of America,
he told me earlier on about it and I thought he was just joking.
With
the message of God in my brain, I recalled the actual words of the preacher as
he said, “brethren, even now if you ask Him to provide you with a phone, you
can get it today.” Without wasting any
second, I quickly ask John to give me one phone and he agreed. I chose one which looked so beautiful; he
snatched it out of my hand and told me to wait a bit. He leaned forward and
whispered a word directly into my ear. “My
friend, don’t you know that beggars are not choosers?” he asked.
“But, but…. I stammered, you told me
to take one; besides, the Bible says that ask and it shall be given to
you.” I quickly stood up and moved
towards the door shocked with shame and anger. My legs were like birds’
feathers; very light as if they had no bones. I opened the door and shot out
like a bullet and walked as fast as my legs could carry me.
I heard him shouted behind me. “Don’t you know
that it’s only God who can allow you to choose what you want? Let your God give
you then!”
When I was out of his sight, I began to
analyses the verse. “Ask and it shall be given unto thee, seek and you shall
find and knock and the door shall be open unto thee.”
I asked myself, can I knock only on
God’s door? What if I visit someone, should I knock or not? My literal
interpretation to the knocking on the door of God to request for something is quite
different from visiting a friend and just knock on his/her door to be allowed
in.
The more I asked, the more my mind
spun and I could not find the real answer to those questions. I dread his
manners that time. I was sad as I dragged my feet long the road, the word kept
nagging me, “beggars are not choosers, and Beggars are not choosers……” I
finally realized that my friend had no intention to give me phone but just
wanted to test my faith. I told him one day about God’s love for mankind. He opposed
me and said that he believed in himself. To him, everything is by chance and
luck and God has nothing to provide to man. He does not believe in the Biblical
theory of creation, but rather he thinks that man emerged through evolution.
I usually disagree with him and told
him that God is the provider; he can give you whatever you ask. I knew after
words that his peculiar behavior was just to justify his argument.
NB: whatever
is written here is just my own imagination. The Name John is a character used
to support my imagination. The events here are just my own thoughts, nothing
like this happened to me, and I have no friend called John at campus.
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